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"I'm too tired to be bored
I'm too bored to be tired..."
Insomnia. Again.
Damn, I'm sick of not being able to sleep. First it was my soul missing. Then it was Lucifer.
And now this.
Seriously, I'm so tired of this.
"...and my mind is playing tricks on me
And I can't sleep tonight
'cuz I'm so tired..."
I keep lying awake, staring at the ceiling, thinking.
And in the darkness, the memories come back. The horror comes back.
The fear comes back.
And sometimes I almost believe that I'm still in BL/ind, drugged with demon blood, still in the torture room, hallucinating from all the poison in my blood.
But... when I'm alone in the darkness... and I embrace it... all the fear disappears.
All the sadness disappears...
All the pain disappears, leaving me alone with the anger, alone with myself...
That's when I know I'm different. The darkness and the suffer don't scare me anymore... I actually enjoy them.
"...I'm too mental too go crazy..."
But damn, I'm so sick of people telling me I'm gonna go all dark side and start killing people and stuff.
I won't... would I?
"...I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna scream about it
I don't wanna hear it anymore..."
Sam Winchester out.
(Yeaaah. Poor Sammy.
But... GREEN DAY QUOTES FTW!)
I'm too bored to be tired..."
Insomnia. Again.
Damn, I'm sick of not being able to sleep. First it was my soul missing. Then it was Lucifer.
And now this.
Seriously, I'm so tired of this.
"...and my mind is playing tricks on me
And I can't sleep tonight
'cuz I'm so tired..."
I keep lying awake, staring at the ceiling, thinking.
And in the darkness, the memories come back. The horror comes back.
The fear comes back.
And sometimes I almost believe that I'm still in BL/ind, drugged with demon blood, still in the torture room, hallucinating from all the poison in my blood.
But... when I'm alone in the darkness... and I embrace it... all the fear disappears.
All the sadness disappears...
All the pain disappears, leaving me alone with the anger, alone with myself...
That's when I know I'm different. The darkness and the suffer don't scare me anymore... I actually enjoy them.
"...I'm too mental too go crazy..."
But damn, I'm so sick of people telling me I'm gonna go all dark side and start killing people and stuff.
I won't... would I?
"...I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna scream about it
I don't wanna hear it anymore..."
Sam Winchester out.
(Yeaaah. Poor Sammy.
But... GREEN DAY QUOTES FTW!)
*STATIC* //Transmission from the Parade//
They're all back...
Ruby... and... *shudders* ...Azazel...
Something or someone must have brought them back to life. I don't know how, I don't know why, it's just th--
Transmission #2: The Parade
Umm, so it seems I CAN visit the parade. Dean showed me how to do it and it turned out pretty easy... It also turned out that we can both do some stuff in the Parade, which we can't do in real life. Like, Dean can take things from here and move them to the Parade, like guns, knives, whatever we need. And I... well... I have different abilities, which I prefer not to mention.
Anyway, we're leaving later today. Wish us luck.
And if we don't come back, I'm sorry.
P.S: Taylor, if you're reading this, Dean wanted me to tell you something. If we die down there, he wanted you to have his Impala. I hope we're gonna come back, though. Don't worry t
//ACCIDENTAL TRANSMISSION//
*footsteps, rock music on the background*
"Dean?"
*music*
"Dean!"
*music gets quieter*
"Sorry, didn't hear ya. What is it?"
"Dean, we need to talk."
" 'Bout what?"
*silence*
"About what happened to me there, in BL/ind."
*silence again*
"...Yeah, I wanted to talk to you about this too."
"Oh..."
"So... An army, huh?"
*silence for a moment*
"Hah. So you figured it out?"
"Yeah. With a little help from your nightmares and Poison's wit."
*silence*
"And you're not mad?"
"No... I'm not. Why should I be?! I'm sorry you had to go through all this shit, Sammy. I really do. And what happened isn't your fault."
"Thanks, Dean..."
*sile
Transmission #1: Hey there, guys
Um, so it seems everyone here already knows me, but I think I should introduce myself. My name's Sam Winchester, Dean's brother and there's nothing really interesting about me.
The zones so far have been... weird. I don't really know what my opinion is yet. But the people here are nice, so are the vampires and the other creatures. That's the weirdest part of the whole thing. I don't even think there's anything that's worth hunting here. Everyone's just... nice. *shrugs*
By the way, someone said that years ago there were some TV series about me and Dean? Seriously? *laughs* Does anyone have any copies of them, so I can check them out?
So ye
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